Tell me how??

I wanna run
run
run
From this wave of thought
Before I drown

I never wanna be the one
One
One
The one for you
But I like to be someone

Im in love
And my heart is in war
Nothing seems
Fair so far…

I wanna run , never wanna be the one…in love

I feel like a child
Who lost his only toy
Help me decipher,
Life’s message of joy

I feel like a king
A king in exile
Someday will conquer my sense and reason
until then life is gonna be smthn erstwhile

Im in love
And my heart is in war
Nothing seems
Fair so far…

Don’t wanna feel like a child,a king in exile…tell me how??